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How do you move through the world when freedom and radiance flow through your body?

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Do you walk with hips gently and innocently swaying, full of sunshine?

What is your knee-jerk reaction to photos of yourself or when you see yourself in the mirror?

Are you worn out from the belief that pleasure is bad or sinful? Or that your body and sexual pleasure belongs to your husband?

Are you ready to come...experience fullness, aliveness and pleasure in your body without shame?

"Who I am is still aborning. All I know is that I'm very friendly but not quite tame."
-- Clarissa Pinkola Estes

I was one of those "horse crazy" girls growing up, and I read every book and novel about horses that I could get my hands on. I was convinced that I was born to be a horse woman and a stallion tamer. At 10 years old I purchased a young filly, half Thoroughbred/half Arabian, and I had my rear handed to me time and time again as I tried to gentle her. She was truly my spirit animal.

It broke my heart when we had to sell her so we could move to Central America, and I've dreamed of owning another horse ever since.

My life was forever rocked when I witnessed my first live birth at 15, when my youngest sister was born. Getting to witness my mother in her vulnerability and in her raw female power was life changing. I believe that it's no coincidence that I was born in a birthing center with a midwife in attendance instead of a doctor, and that this planted the seed for my becoming a doula.

I taught 2nd grade in a Private Bilingual School in Honduras, Central America and worked as a freelance interpreter for medical "brigades" of dentists, surgeons, doctors, teachers, and ministers. I traveled extensively throughout Central America as an interpreter and cultural liaison. I spoke Spanish so fluently, people would mistake English as my second language. I am one of the very few foreign women to have traveled down the Platano River (think: the Amazon of Central America) by pipante (dugout canoe.)

I helped to begin the process of founding FEDEHVELA the Federacion Nacional de Vela de Honduras (national sailing team of Honduras) and had successfully competed in several regattas (sailing competitions.) In the annual international regatta between Honduras, Guatemala, and El Salvador (my first "big race") I competed against the men as the only female competitor in the regatta and placed very well considering I had only been training for 4 months and my peers had been competing internationally for years. I also took home the trophy for first place in the women’s regatta.

By 25, I had healed myself of ovarian failure, an atrophied thyroid, adrenal burnout, chronic fatigue syndrome, sciatica, and piriformis syndrome. My doctors told me that the underlying cause was genetics, and that I would need to take medication the rest of my life to manage my condition. I called "bull!" and proved them wrong, doing my own research and relying on God to heal me through mama nature.

I was always a great lover of literature. I'll never forget my surgeons face in the ER (I had an appendectomy) when he walked in to see me calmly reading A Tale of Two Cities. He swore there was no way I could truly have appendicitis and read heavy literature, but the tests showed otherwise. He and I became great friends, and after a successful surgery, he offered to pay my way through medical school should I decide to become a surgeon! What the Dickens!

I've always loved to sing and perform. As a child, I would direct my younger brothers and sisters in what I dubbed "The All Night Kids Show." We would handmake tickets for my parents to purchase, and creatively handmake our costumes, often using mop-heads for wigs! It should have been no surprise to me, that I was offered to have my way paid through singing lessons by one of the founders of the Opera house in San Pedro Sula, Honduras. I declined, not wanting to live the life of an opera singer...but sometimes I wonder what a glamorous life on the stage would have been like!

I moved across the country to volunteer at a medical clinic in a remote village in Central America where the elevation was so high, water would freeze (yes, in tropical Central America!) We had no electricity and would care for truckloads of patients (they would truck people in from villages days away.) sometimes per day. I quickly went from signing in patients, to taking vitals and working hands on with the patrons, to managing the pharmacy and fulfilling scripts -- inside of three months time. During this time, I began studying midwifery to prepare for a midwifery apprenticeship.

By the age of 21 I had learned to walk again after several months of being bedridden in Central America, unable to walk, as I lay dying of Typhoid Fever, and Malta Fever (and a few other bacterial infections) that aren't as well known. I suddenly went from competing in international regattas to dying. The experts did not expect me to live but hid that information from me until I had recovered. In October we weren't sure if I would ever fully recover my health. For my 21st birthday the following February, I had only been walking for a few weeks. And after almost 5 months of being unable to walk, I hiked a mountain peak in the cloud forest. (did I mention I am resilient?)

At 29 years of age, I quit all of my other businesses to focus solely on my herbal business, The Soulful Apothecary LLC, and on my mentorship and coaching business, Wholeness Mirroring LLC.

After just over a year of focusing on these two businesses alone, I would hit my first "scary big" goal of earning $10K within 30 days, proving my previously held fears that I couldn't support myself with these businesses dead wrong and becoming the very first woman in my lineage to own her own business and generate a sustainable income.

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CLIENT LOVE NOTES

"Without her, and the sacred space she holds, I'd still be experiencing perfectionist tendencies, unhealed feminine and masculine wounds, and massive self doubt."

"I’ve not only healed from past trauma and worked on healing “little Julia”, but I’ve healed current and future Julia in the process.

Amanda doesn’t just go backwards, she focuses on the now and the amazing potential and wholeness inside of you today. Now I’m able to pursue dreams I never would have had the confidence to pursue. I’m able to have a deeper connection with myself and my husband. I’m able to give myself love, pleasure and affirmation without a second thought.

Honestly, if you’re done feeling stuck, or struggling with basically ANYTHING (seriously there isn't a topic we haven’t addressed or worked through) - you need to hire and partner with Amanda."

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Julia Griffin, Life Coach and Podcast Hostess

"I literally told her I hated her."

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Words from Jennifer Lazos, Founder of Brazen Boudoir and award winning photographer

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Like no joke. "I hate you, but I love you so much."

I said it while I was crying, and we hugged during the middle of her session. I promise you I've cried every time we work together. Every time she teaches me something about myself, hear me, and validates my thoughts and feelings, and gives me amazing ways to learn, heal, and rebalance myself.

 

I told her I have control issues. She said, "No." I have fear.

 

And I do.

Fear of trusting others. For of trusting myself. Fear of trusting the decision to trust others. Fear all born out of hurt, disappointments over and over, things not working out how we/I had planned or hoped. Fear of losing that control I feel I need to have.

Any of this sound familiar in your life?

Sometimes we have to learn to let go. To understand that not everything will be in our control. That sometimes just *trusting* the process is enough.

Amanda is an amazing human. She works with women to heal our traumas, work through our sexual issues, and to help us become happy, healthy, healed versions of ourselves. In not so many words, she could explain this FAR better than I can!

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